In the middle of great darkness, shines the light

 

The apparent loss of the presidential election to DJT, has shaken me deeply. But I've found great solace on TikTok, and I am remembering my spiritual journey that has been a bit stuck the past 2 years. So much time and mental and emotional effort focused on all of the MAGAt crap, then the HOPE that Kamala Harris brought for a brief 100 or so days. After the initial shock, and horror, an odd sense of calm came over me. And with a little time on TikTok, I found that almost every recognized astrologer and psychic medium swears that she WILL end up in the White House and NOT DJT. That things are going on behind the scenes, and we just need to be a little bit patient.  That within 2 weeks it will start to be revealed.

Now this could all be just deep denial.  I'm aware of that.  But I started puttering around, and got into 'witchy TikTok.' I quickly realized that for the most part, that is NOT for me.  I'm scared to death of dark magic. Don't get me wrong; I suspect that there is a need in the universe for Dark Warriors. I'm just not part of it.  In fact, I'm the polar opposite.  That leads me to this post: I think I'm a Light Holder.  I think I got MAJOR off course during my 40's-60's by outside influences, but still, I think I'm a late blooming Light Holder. I have much to unpack about my journey from childhood to here.  I have made MANY wrong turns.  Some steering by others, some knee-jerk reactions all my own.  I do know enough to know that there is zero purpose in beating myself up over it.  What milk that has been spilled cannot be returned to the milk container.  

There is so much to process.  SO SO much.  But today was an ah ha moment, and I'm going to be spending time actively working towards my mission for the remainder of my life; holding light for others.  Leading with light, love, and hope. It's who I truly am.